I just realized that it's been weeks since I posted anything!
However, the most shocking thing that has happened in all of this happened to me on Saturday. I was on my couch, under my awesome quilt, and I really didn't want to get up and run. So, I posted the following as my Facebook status: "Dear Anita, Please go and run. Love, Your will power." I then had a flurry of responses from Doug, Tauna, Julia, Christy, and Lauren M., encouraging me to run. I am telling you, that run was sponsored by them. Then on Monday, I posted on Facebook that I was thinking about running another 5K in May or June. My friend Joanna commented on my status: "you're my fitness hero." I cried when I read that. I have never been someone's fitness hero. Just typing that got me choked up again. When I went out for my run today, all of those voices were in my head, saying, "Anita, you can do this." I can do this. And on March 14, I will cross the finish line. And it will be awesome.
Due to Snowmageddon II and III, I lost a week of February. The sidewalk to the gym wasn't plowed, and I'm pretty sure it was closed for all of Snowmageddon. I did some cross training, and I shoveled my car out twice, so I was being active, but not running.
It's getting warmer in Baltimore, so I don't have to bundle up to run, which has been wonderful. There were some nights where I was wearing my mask that I bought for ice fishing. For awhile, the wind was pretty bad.
I'm doing really well with the training group from Charm City Run. Juda, the trainer, is a saint beyond all words. She is incredibly patient with me. I am always the last one to finish, and she's always waiting for me in the parking lot, cheering me on. I've never felt like a burden, even though I probably am.
Today, if my math is right, I did a mile at 18:35, which for me is a personal best in this whole process. Maybe finishing in 50 minutes isn't such an insane goal!
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